I could feel the stare. Kathryn has this unique way of waking me up on mornings in which I want to enjoy the glorys of morning the same way I enjoy the glories of night. She stares at me. My eyes jerk awake and there she is looking at me.
"Do you remember crying and whimpering in the middle of the night?"
Well, let me see. I remember the half bottle of wine, the pint at the Plough, the three pints at the Windmill before Kathryn left, and the two pints after she left (and mind you a British pint is larger than an American...no really it is). I remember the walk home and deciding that English beer must have poison in it due to my lack of vision. At this point I remember purging myself of the poison by administering the necessary first aid. Oh, the things we must do when living in the wilds outside of humanity. I remember my door, but vaguely, and that, dear reader must be where the residual poison took over.
"No, I can't say that I do."
Obviously, I attributed this woeful little outburst to the English who must have taken to a campaign of sheer malignity against one such as myself. Their fake hospitality had shown through, and I decided to no longer be found in the company of such vagabonds and scoundrels ever again. The nature of these wretches had been fully displayed and I had suffered at their hands. Just think of the consequences had I not been able to so deftly administer the requisite care to myself on the way home.
Later in the week, though, I found the true source of my midnight dismay. As you, dear reader, have probably already discerned, it was my own guilty conscience that was haunting my unconscious.
You see, I was getting out my camera, when from my camera bag fell a pocket knife that I had been looking for since early July. It seems that I with reckless disregard for the law ruefully snuck it through security with it at the Augusta Airport. Then I, with stealth like a mountain goat, again took it boldfacedly through the security check in Charlotte. Finally before boarding my plane to London, I threw caution to the wind and let a TSA enforcer hand search my bag while I stared at him with steely eyes. I, however, was too sneaky and eaten up with sin, and they all found nothing. Then I flew on an international flight with my black heart and pocket knife. One can just picture the wretched state of my conscience witnessing this sort of decietful behaviour.
So as you can, dear reader, it was my own soul, bloated with sin, crying out in the night for me to repent, and thus I have. I have ceased with my plan to board a flight with toothpaste and have re-embraced the English Poison as friend and confidant.
I hope that this little lesson shall be of service to you all as a small reminder of what the wages of sin can be. One is much better drinking in the wilds then being dragged down by a modern urban existence that can only lead to the life of a terrorist.